Board Thread:News and Events/@comment-27603392-20150623045414/@comment-27603392-20150906140703

Confession #590:


 * I might as well confess it, but I don't think I can ever love someone but only be attracted to them. I mean sure Flora, Sel, Eme, Mary, Rain, and possibly Yoki (Totally) have an attractive side but I'm sure as Hell not going to fall in love with them, it just would feel weird to fall in love with someone online or in real life. Sure I did have the first love of my life exist but all I could ever be was an admirer, not the type to just go after her cause I knew I was going to leave eventually. It didn't even really matter cause I thought I never deserved to love them, I thought I was corrupt or somehow wrong to have those feelings and after they disappeared, I guess I didn't notice. All I'm going to say is that I'm going to keep to my word and do what I say or said, even if it will destroy me in the end. Oh I'm also sure someone is going to be like "Oh, boohoo being you, I don't like you and you should die" or "Who gives a damn about this confession, you're just a wimp" but if you think about it, we only do what we set as our path, it won't change the world and it ends into nothing.

Confession #591:


 * I have very strong feelings for someone I know, but I am not sure if confessing would be a good idea. I don't really have the foggiest of what they may feel about me, don't know if doing that would make things awkward or turn them away. I guess overall I'm just really scared to try in case things go bad, even though I really shouldn't have anything to fear. Bleh, curse my over-anxiousness. v.v