Board Thread:Role Plays/@comment-11588669-20140208053126/@comment-11588669-20140503035241

He tried to pull away. He struggled, twisted and squirm. Shunted all of his emotions away in an effort to not react. But there was no room to move. No room for distance, no room for concentration. Finally, he gave in, responding to the rough kiss slowly. It conveyed everything she didn't say, sending a jolt of warmth though him. But air called, and he finally managed to break the kiss. He inhaled deeply, and let it out over the course of several seconds.

"I'm...lost..." Nox admitted, not meeting her eyes. "I have no clue what to do in these situations. How to react or why. It's the same goddamned shit all over again. I've...I've murdered people for doing what I did, Nixia. There were no excuses, no chance at redemption. Dead as dead can be. Instant. So how am I any better than they are? How do I deserve to live where they don't?" He took another deep breath, this one shuddering.

"I...don't know what to do..."