User blog comment:Vanity Chaos/No Blood, No Bones, No Ashes!/@comment-17970636-20140805232856/@comment-24080120-20140809135046

Sorry Leaf... I'll come back someday. But for now... this guy needs to take a breather. There was a time when I felt that being bad might get me some respect in this place, Gorse knows this. But, as you all said, I'm squeamish. I knew in myself that I couldn't be a bad guy, even if I wanted to. It made me realize what this place was turning me into, the pressure was getting to me, so I decided to left for a long while. I was glad I left my job though, it means that I wouldn't go through that respect problem again. Which means, less worries from now since I'm just a regular user trying to do some fan fiction stuffs.

I never really opened up to people, I was always that prideful son of a bitch wanting to do things with his barehands without needing any help. Well, there were two people that saw through this part of me. They know who they are, and I'm thankful that I can rely and release some stress to them.

Here comes the stupid part. I am the one who did all of this to myself. I always acted foolish, sexual and immature around people just so I would only see laughs and fun stuffs and avoid all the problems all the people here have in real life, including me. But I ended up taking it too far, making the fool act a permanent impression of people to me here.

Here's the last part, to make you people have something to think about. Why does a person want to get drunk and drink beers all the time?

I've said too much junk now lol, anyways, yeah, I'll be back someday, probably. I just came back to reply because my exams are finished.