Board Thread:Role Plays/@comment-28016164-20160523180317/@comment-4281085-20160623063107

"Hi... Sheila,its noth-, ugh who i am kidding, its pretty obvious i have something eating me inside"

Still looking at the snow under my feet, trying to find the words, "I know in reality i really want to find my team as soon as possible, but in reality im scared of that, i know i was the leader of the team, i think i did what it was right, but i can only imagine how they felt when his leader turned his weapon against them to force them leave that certain death, anger, betrayal, i really dont know, every mission we went i always ensured they go out alive with no harm, but that..." my voice is breaking for a moment and im reachig my breaking point "was the most hard choice i had to make..., i literaly had to take everything i had and throw it away..., they are... the only family i have... i was their pilar, the one who put them together most of the time, i had to be strong on dire times... but im still human, i still feel even tho i try to not show it"

Clenching my fist, so hard that anyone can see some trails of blood i refuse to use my aura to heal it

"BUT NO I HAD TO GO WITH IT, WE WERE SO TIRED THAT I DIDNT WANT TO TAKE ANY CHANCES!!!" lowering my voice and my body shaking in frustration "maybe i did a mistake, i nearly died that day, now if i see them again if they reject me i will be like in my days when i was an orphan, alone... wandering on the world... i know i have some friends" Looking at Sheila for a moment "I know when you find a place to stay i will continue traveling till i find my team, i cant ask you to keep traveling with me... but after that what are the chances we meet again, becouse if they do reject me... i ll lose the last thing i had close as a family since i lost my blooed related family... im so scared of that"