Board Thread:Role Plays (Adult)/@comment-25151516-20140513234907/@comment-24572299-20140524033932

Aurea chuckled at Joy as she asked her question.

"You know, I've answered a lot of questions about the nature of love and relationships today. I'm not sure how you'll react to my answer but I've always been honest. Well, for what I think the depth of the relationship between Yadi and Blood? Well...it's a bit complicated. But, it's like I told them on the plane ride over. the people I've met, and the bonds that I've created. They all have a special place in my heart. One that makes me feel warm whenever I think of them, it's a happy feeling. Happy that I feel so strongly for them, and happy that I can contribute to that happiness and make it bloom. And I know how it could be taken. I don't want to toy with anyone's feelings. That's just how I truly feel. I guess it's a pretty niave way to think, but. I can't see that changing. The more I get to know the both of them, the easier and more sincerely know that I can say, 'I love you' without being obtuse or coy. And Blood and Yadi are a part of those precious people."

Now I know how that makes me sound. But Blood and Yadi both accept and love that about me. They can accept that for me giving my love to those I care for is who I am at my core. Even if they don't need it, it's always a nice thing to give someone. And just becuase a relationship may not work out it doesn't mean, to me, that you should give up on giving them love. Rather that you should let them know that when they do need it, it's theirs. Like how you wanted to know the depth of my relationship with them? I know that more than likely, me and Yadi would not work for a true relationship. Not in the sense she would want. She has her responsibilities and her goals. However that doesn't mean that I won't offer Yadi my love, whether it be platonic or romantic. I just want to be there for her and do whatever I can to make her happy, because she's important to me. I think she would try to do the same for me, just not to the same degree you know.... It makes me feel real good you know? I also know that I'll do whatever I can to help her find that person she's looking for. In the meantime she can lean on me whenever she needs to. Whether she needs me to lend her my ear or heart, their both there for her. It's the same for Blood. As for what they truly think of me... Well I like to hope that in their own way they love me as well. Even if they don't, it won't really change how I feel. And it won't stop us from being friends either. I think that is what's truly important. Heh, sorry to talk your ear off Joy. I hope I adequately answered your question."