Board Thread:Role Plays/@comment-933831-20130604074342/@comment-24038198-20130608020258

Viola tried not to blush. As if he really cares about me, She thought sadly. No one does. She just looked at Caccia and stated "Um, we are not dating." Trying to put as little emotion into her words as possible without hurting Aleks's feelings. She did not feel love for him. Surely it must be impossible for an abomination like Viola to feel such a feeling. Even if she did, she knew he would hate her if he knew what she really was. But then why was she so attached to him? ''Why is this so hard? Why do I have to be like this? Do I have to be alone forever because of this stupid curse?'' Viola walked through the door that she had opened with the bricks, suddenly feeling more dark and dismal than she was when she was looking for Aleks. She wanted to tell him the truth, but if she did, she knew he would hate her. She had been lying to him, to everyone, for far too long to stop now. But if there was anyone she could tell without even more hatred coming for her, she had no idea who they were. Stop it. She told herself. ''You did what you had to. It would have only gotten worse if you had stayed.'' But would it have? He must be looking for her like mad now. What would he resort to to get her back? But she missed him far too much. If he found her, would she give in to him? Aleks was not the only one that she had been missing. There was someone else that she longed for, but she knew that she had to leave him. He had become too much for her... She walked down the hall and found the distance between her and Aleks increasing. ''I cannot tell him. Not now. But if I don't...'' What was she going to do?