Board Thread:News and Events/@comment-27603392-20150130112319/@comment-27603392-20150223142213

Confession #445:


 * sighs* I cant help but wonder, just...bleh, how to say it...fuck it I'll go bluntly. Flora, Sel, Mary, Nov, Noc, Jord, Hani, all you other people that I hate, that I used to hate, that I've been friends with for ages, I care about all of you greatly. I know that you don't care about this message, which is why I'm doing it here, but I still know that some of you can guess who I am. Just...while I may seem like a dick, like a scumbag, like just an annoyance to chat, I don't know why, but I've come to care about you and your irl problems and I only wish I could help. When I come to help the people I care about, I don't matter, I am nothing, just some worthless person who is there only to make you feel better, to make you happy, to help you out with whatever is wrong and I guess I just WISH I could say that to you all in chat and you would all care, and that you would come to me when you're feeling down, or you're feeling worried so I could help out and make you feel better again, because I don't like seeing you guys upset. But then, that doesn't matter, because its all just...bleh, yeah, doesn't matter.

Confession #446:


 * Y'know, it just...it just annoys me, how you cant be emotional in chat. If it isn't strait up jumping happiness no-one notices you, and if you're flat out about to kill yourself depressed, Sel is the only real person there that gives a damn. You cant just go and say that you want to be friends with someone without getting chewed out, you cant say that you care about someone without being made fun of, you cant say that someone scares you or you enjoy their company without the entire thing turning into a big argument. In general, its...annoying...