Board Thread:Role Plays (Adult)/@comment-15792134-20140215022954

Urdin had awoken from a sleepless night. His head swam with thoughts and nightmares. He had thought coming to Beacon Academy would be simple. He'd come, he'd train, he'd leave. From there he didn't know and didn't care. But he had to be here for his departed friend Raleigh.

If that was even the right word for it. The two had more then just a friendship. Had she still been alive they would probably be much much more than that. Which is what kept him up now. He had nightmares, nothing new there. But this night was a whole new kind of hell for him. He couldn't shake out the image. Dancing with Zaffre, holding her in his arms. But when Raliegh had appeared before him with a look that defined betrayal; he woke up covered in cold sweat.

"Damnit to hell." Urdin cursed getting out of bed. He couldn't keep his emotions in check. He knew what he felt for Zaffre. He couldn't say it out loud, but he was in love with her. But he couldn't help but think he was betraying Raliegh at every turn. He grasped his cloak beside him. The only thing of her he had left. It had become a part of his identity. He grabbed it and threw it on. Leaving the dark room without bothering to change he bolted down the hall. It wasn't long before he was outside. Trying to stomp his feelings into the ground with every heavy thud of his bare feet on the cold stone ground. He needed to clear his head, and though he'd prefer to do that by bringing his weapon down on an enemy. The next best thing was a run. A PT run just like home. No thought, just running. 