Thread:WeissSchnee/@comment-4764307-20160414030439

I dunno if you'll read this, but I just want to say how I feel horrible about that malicious bullshit I wrote to you that one day that made you leave the fanon for some time. Honetly, and I'm speaking truly here, that I was under constant pressure and I was having such an extremely hard time, that I took my anger out on the wrong person. I should have known better, because I know that in the past, you've been having your own personal issues and that the only outlet you have is to make these characters that you spend countless hours probably pouring into them. I now understand that everyone has an outlet in order to cover the pain that they truly are going through from behind the computer screen because even I have gone through such hardship with my personal life too. I'm reaching out to you Katie, to tell you that I regret having said those things that I shouldn't have even said. You were one out of the many best friends that I have, that stuck by me, that loved talking about our similiar interests (just like Sam and I do every day with story planning and character development, and all of the other things that we both love talking about). We developed such a bond through all of the things that we did, and remembering those times, the anger that I held wasn't worth it. I've learned to hold so much anger in life, and I've learned to hold grudges. But the thing is, I've learned that in the end, holding grudges is stupid and so is holding onto anger. Why hold grudges and why hold people accountable for their actions? We all make mistakes, we all are imperfect. We learn from the mistakes that we make in order to make ourselves better human beings.

Listen, I could go on for hours about all the things we used to do and all of the things we enjoyed. I could drone about all of that and this post would take up 5 pages or something so I'll spare everyone from that. hehe. But what I'm trying to say is, I know it will take a long time for things to get better again after all the bullshit that happened. I get that, I really do. I actually have to do that with a couple of friends at school because of my actions. I just want bygones to be bygones now, and I just want to start all over again. Like I said, I know it may take time, but then again, Rome wasn't built in a day and neither was a friendship. So if you see this Katie, know that I have changed for the better, and I refuse to make the same mistakes again. I've learned from them after all of the hardships I faced as it is. 