Thread:The Wiki Meister/@comment-24087318-20150324004747/@comment-4833494-20150324142501

 TLDR:  This apology will probably not be considered valid by anyone because of yesterday's events even though I was threatened and that threat was overlooked. I was afraid and fearful of what would happen, and acted irrationally in response to the supposed threat because it would not get out of my mind. Both sides, especially me, were in the wrong. Sorry.

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Hi.

I know I'm going to be overlooked and sound like a hypocritical dumbass, but I got some sleep and I can now clearly explain why I did the stupid things I did yesterday.

On the original journal that was deleted, I put down my own past experiences that I said were eons ago. I even said on the comment that it was old and invalid now. Flora misinterpreted it to refer to "now" as in this week, and then vaguely threatened me with, "The last time someone lied about how fanon works, things didn't end well for him. And it certainly won't end well for him after today as well (I read the comments from other people in the journal as well.)"

Of course, the person in question is me.

Feeling threatened, I was both legitimately afraid and through my whole day wondered what she'd do, if anything. Or maybe it probably was an empty threat. Nonetheless, it did not go out of my mind, and I was eager to bite back because I was fearful of what might happen. I wanted to drop of ounce of hate and fear I had contained within me. And so, I said things I shouldn't have for the second time in a row, even after I wanted to keep a promise to not escalate things. That's my fault and I will not deny it. But, I have the right to voice my opinion on past experiences and should never be threatened for voicing my opinion. That would amount to censorship.

Yes, I was in the wrong for perpetuating and throwing insults out. That was incredibly immature of me and I will take those all back.

And those who think I'm two-faced are wrong. I treat literally everyone the exact the same, and that is with the utmost respect and courtesy until I am shown malicious disrespect from the people in question. But all yesterday's events did was lower me to Flora's level and solved nothing.

I'm sorry.