Board Thread:News and Events/@comment-27603392-20141203012458/@comment-27603392-20150112060432

Confession #380:


 * The pain of isolation is not a simple thing, only a select few can survive what it brings, for it brings a hell like no other. If you have once reached for heaven but now you reach for hell, it is a sadness that you would do such a thing, that you would damage yourself in the process so that you could keep pushing away, that you yourself would try to resist the original influence of others and yourself. It's a very frightening and discouraging thing when all you can do is watch, listen, read, or feel the pain within these words. When one comes back, they will have changed due to one simple thing, everyone wants to change and through that want, they will have changed. It depends on the amount of time they stay away, that they have the possibility of being someone else entirely, though the original influence of themselves would be changed, it would yet contain what it once was, even though you can change, you can't change what you have.